Hey everybody!!!

It's been awhile... I'm working at my new job and I actually brought my laptop with me today... Looks like I'll have quite a bit of time to write here!! I actually like this job and am so thankful that things worked out the way they did....

On another note something has happened in my life so terrible that I don't ever think I'll be the same... I feel like my life is not my own right now and the only think that is keeping me sane is Jamesen!! I'm working on a story about exactly what happened and I will be posting it soon... For those of you who know me personally please don't judge or feel bad for me... I know what my part was in this situation... I have been a horrible person to Melissa for the past 1-2 years... But I never expected something like this to happen... I'm still on the fence about what I'm going to do.... So any advise would be welcomed... It's going to be a long road if I do stay and I'm going to need some support... Then again I don't really like to talk about it so please be patient!!

Love,
Lauren